I’m sure you understand that. This is one of the list i wanted to do to end my 2009 years. I dunno, they did say “you can reactivate” but i dun think i will. I’m thinking about canceling my myspace account too but myspace got so much memories and i think i just let it be. for now I have no good reason for that but im 100% sure that is what i wanna do.

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2010 is my last year to be a high school student and of course my SENIOR YEAR. Highlight that. Like i said, “i want to be what i cannot be before”. Well, that was the start. I’m also thinking about deleting my blog. I think im tired of writing and telling people stories and talk about how i feel and being sarcastic towards words im just tired of that.

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Yea for some reason, i just wanted the old time back where i dun have any myspace, facebook, friendster, blogger, tumblr. I wanted to get into that moments back. Hey im still alive without the social network before so i think why not kan? I will stick with my oldie time just having the MSN and YM.

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I had a moment before, my mind just flew away to the native people at Gerik. I realize that; those people are lack in everything but they still happy and the happiness is not the same happiness like i felt when i got my first cell phone. Its different. The satisfaction form their eyes it just miracle. Then i thought about it and i realize one thing;

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i don’t need those fancy out there to be happy or to be welcomed or to whatever people would feels like and i don’t want everything that i wanted because i don’t want to feel that i had enough for this world.

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Its time to change. Everybody will have their phases of changes in their life. For me, this is the ending and the starting.

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People always talk about evolution they’re going to make for better living, hurm somehow im thinking that evolution is somewhat a modifying idea of the revolution. So why can we start with revolution and for sure there will come an evolution. Make it simple.

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i’ve said enough. till then.. :)