Assalaualaikum.
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Yesterday was his last moment with me and family before he went to boarding school in Vocational. I don’t blame him actually about his PMR result. In fact i’m very proud of you Amin. With such situation going around these past years, you still never give up though sometimes you would ended up being reckless and unwise. He’s the one that bring cheers in family with his child-pampered behavior. I had fun teasing him. He’s very tough little brother.
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I get emotional too yesterday well what can say, he had never been away from family even if when for camping. Besides, he’s the last member in family so that is why he mostly do the sacrifices for me, kak, abe and ayie. ;P Lol We love him so much! He’s not passive but he just doesnt want to involve in such chores. He just love being himself that is to bring cheers to others. Everyone adores him yes but mostly people get annoyed by him haha he’s cool. Oh God, i’d never thought he had grown so fast..
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He got Business Management Courses in Computer. if asked in details i dunno how to explain. Mum already had a conversation with Amin about this. So they had found agreement in the mother-son conversation. DAD? He’s fine. We went to SMT Pengkalan Chepa, after getting all the registration and payment done, we went to the hostel.
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In a weird way i felt that suddenly Ayie was being nice to him. He suddenly being the caring-brother-of-all time. not like he’s not act like one before but his behavior, jokes with amin, help him to tidy up his bed, put the clothes and bag in place and help amin reading the guide book (he make fun of every single words in there and me and amin laughing like hell. Umi went to bank). Ayie is not like that before. hehe I had always thought Ayie is the one with the lame-brother-ego but hey he’s not. He loves Amin more than us do.. aww… :P
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And for me, haha me too i guess.. I think abe, kak, ayie, me and amin had this lame-siblings-ego. its not a bad thing for us but we make joke about it. Being the one with the lame-ego has brought us together. Lol i dunno how to explain to make it clear how we all behave towards others.
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I had a words with Amin while listening to the guy talking nonsense there, i used this time to give Amin inspiration and strength lol Umi asked. At that time, i had never realized how much i love him that time. I almost cried. I realized how a bad sister i am be towards him. I realized that i will miss his funny voices, his sissy-little-boy-act, the one with cheers, the one that get all the blame, the one that cries alot. I hugged him tight yesterday trying to control my emotion. Almost broke into tears when ayie and umi hugged him. Lucky i brought camera with me so that i can distract myself from it. I miss you amin.
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Miss you a lot. Hope you get up soon early in the morning, dun cry please, dun hurt yourself please, dun get distracted please, keep on focusing please, remember us please, and study well please..
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love, your spoiled sister,
KakChik <3
