Assalamualaikum…
it was noon and evryone in a rush.. everyone was quarantined in a room or hall you would say.. tight faces, silence, issues, everyone do their things.. bus came, few went into and the rest wait. Me? Sitting on a bench with Akmal.. she’s cool and calm. me? Trying and prending.. .
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“hey c’mon, let’s go!”
“wait, i dun think i wanna go now”
“the faster we get it, the faster we can get out of here. There’s a lot of thing to be done.”
“ok…” .
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in a blue bus. very big. hands shiver. everyone glaring out the window. carried away by trees. people. phone. holding hands together. calming. then reached. Everyone pushing. no one dare to go first. make a way. walk along the hall. like the old school hall. surrounded by wall. like in a cube. everyone was in lined. just like queing. heartbeat faster. no sound came out. mouth shut. beating faster. .
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named called. walked with beat. rythming beat. one then next. expression. heart beated fast. She walked. she’s smiled. came for me. i walked. almost sliperring. sweating. everyone staring. staring back. silence. continued walking. . reached on top. was handed with RM5. new look. all typing words. almost faint. glass broken. shamed. mum sorry. UMI I’M SORRY. thinking. find rope. hanging. Everyone stop. everyone vanished. gone. then back in closed room. .
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staring. RM 5 new look. someone staring the RM 5. empty. someone happy. no problems. someone calmed. searching. suddenly she stood. screaming. jumping. emotion. tears. atmosphere became dull. darken. frustrated faces. satisfied faces. all in motion. opened eyes. what’s the time. oh, nightmare.
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I must say, i woke up sweating. Its getting emotional, i walked out the room, calling for umi and yeah i broke into tears.. imagine, if u recieved the slip with this as a resutl..
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BM, BI : D
PAI, BIO, SEJ, CHEM, ARTS, PHY, ADDMATH : C
MM : B
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The one that screaming, i remember her words and her expression. make me realised something. The result i recieved, who knew HE wanted me to realised and take it as a lesson or even, wanted me to prepare for such situation?..
YES! Alhamdulillah! I worked so hard for this! The last time i didnt get and now i get it! I worked very hard for this and that is why i get it!
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pray for me and hoping for the best.
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